Hit The Ground Running

I’ve decided that no matter what happens,
No matter what comes in my stride,
I’ll be a happy person.
Not so much happy till I’m left with no other emotion,
but happy that I’m still alive and happy so I’ll make the days of my life, and others’, better hours to live through.

Hello, today’s been an okay, alright day I guess.

Reached school pretty late and ended up sleeping instead of doing QT since I was rather tired. First period Math, and well I kinda forgot what we did. PE was next. I need to build up self-esteem. Ha ha ha. But I’m seirous, yes. I need to dare to play. I need to care less about how others think of me.

So yes during PE I felt rather useless throughout the game and all. After that I went back to class and I don’t know what I did. I think I’m not cooperative enough, band and all. :(

Chem Lab was in groups again; with Nicolea and SunRan. Haha, they’re budding Chemists, really. It’s cool doing prac with them, esp. Nicolea when she starts playing with all the chemicals and I start taking photos and videos, haha. I shall upload one vid just for the fun of it later.

So yes there was SIL after that. If that first paragraph up there seems like a product of today’s SIL, I’m telling you not so. Sure the video was kinda inspirational, but the whole SIL I was rather busy talking to Rachel and SzeHan, ha. Not about anything bad or anything totally off-topic, though.

I don’t like the idea of being Tigger so much, either.

Lunch was after that and I was to take band room keys but some other teacher had gotten them so I took the M3-C5 keys. We ended up going for section lunch, with Cheryl SiLei JingYi. Yay, haven’t had lunch in so long. Haha I’m serious!

There was IH next and Mrs Ng wasn’t there so Mr Han let us watch The Coolest Movie Ever, Outbreak. I promise you the one hour was so good and it made me want to be a doctor even moreeee. :) :) :) It was cool and scary and all. :D Was that what’d happened during the SARs period? But then again, SARs didn’t have such horrible, visible symtoms, right? Haha, but yes it was really cool.

Class Contact after that, nothing much. There was Chinese remedial and I sat with Jomain :) And we did cloze passage and sorta compre stuff, and well it was rather okay I guess, although I don’t really know how to differentiate (sounds Math now) between easy and difficult for Chinese, haha.

Band, audi prac, did lights again, and went down after that but didn’t play much :( Waited for dad after band with TingWen and her friends (haha). Went to visit my grandmother after that. Delifrance for dinner, :D :D Haha Potato Gratin was good (but fattening). :D

I need to be a more coorperative team player,
and a more caring one, too.

I want to be sensitive again.

There, as promised. :D

OH NO. WHERE’S THE VIDEO. It disappeared from my phone!:( Heh, my phone’s screwed. It was a cool one alright, depicting how lemons can be indicators arghhhhh. :(

Today’s 13 May 2008. The supposed date of Appassionata XI.

I’m kinda glad actually, we kinda suck quite a bit now. Heh.
But still.

~ by Zi Yan on Tuesday, 13 May 2008.